All that i need to write.

my head is so heavy.
my heart hurts like hell.
tears flow like crazy
but nobody knows how much i fell.
there are no other avenues to write my stuff.
no hard way to express myself
there is no one to listen.
i am so tired from crying.
and it will eventually heal.
the deep scars left will remind me
that we once shared something so beautiful so strong
for this short time. we held each other in our arms so tight
for this short time, i got to kiss u, dote on on and love u so bright.
now u have made up yr mind to go.
our love can no longer as one, flow.
u took a huge part of me with you.
and now i have suffered this blow.
Perhaps to u i still owe a debt.
and hence thru the karma system
this is how i am paying u back.

i love u baby. so much. i can try no longer. i can try no more. it hurts so much so much. just allow me to slowly bleed and heal. i will in time recover. and i wont bother u no more. i m so sorry so so sorry

i will always love u. and part of my heart will always cry for u.